Better Luck Next Time.......

So.......

Basically I feel down in the slumps today. I needed to pass a test, and missed it by 5 points. 5!!!! FREAKING POINTS! Ugh don't you hate it when that happens!, why can't we miss it by like a mile! Although, I think I'd still feel like crap even if it was by a mile :/ Luckily enough I can retake it in October, it's just sucky having to tell people you failed. Doesn't it? I feel like such a dummy when I tell someone that I didn't pass a test that I probably should have! Oh well. I'm starting to realize it's not the end of the world! I get to retake it again, and hopefully next time i'll have a better outcome. And plus the upside is I can still apply for the program even though I haven't quite passed the test by the Application requirement's deadline! So... Optimism is starting to break through the dark clouds!

Through all of this, I must say i'm quite grateful for all the support I have. My mom put my mom at the prayer list at the temple, and even though I didn't pass, she's reassuring me that it will all work out. What a GREAT MOM right?! She's pretty much the best thing ever! I LOVE her so much. and I can say that my mom is better than yours! :) And lets not forget Jordan. When I told him that I didn't pass, he said said that it was going to be alright and just has been there like he always is :) I will ALWAYS love him! Man am i the luckiest girl ever? I have so many great people in my life and am so blessed. I don't know what I would do without them all, probably go sulk in a corner ;)

Praying for a BETTER next time.